Friday, November 21, 2008

boring max

hari ini adalah hari ke 7 induksi, yang akan berlangsung lagi 7 hari.... sekarang dalam dewan, suppose ada ceramah tentang dasar-dasar kerajaan...tapi penceramah tak datang, and we can't get out from this hall...have to be in here from 2.30-4.30...what a nonsence...
memangla kursus ni menghabiskan duit kerajaan, penceramah tak datang, hotel pun kaata 3 stars macam 2 stars ke 1 star,makan tidur makan tidur, main game macam budak2....
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..lemas2 la..baik balik jb kerja...kat sini belajar tonggak 12...salah stu amalan positif tidak membuang masa, menepati waktu...kat sini pun dah xdapat nak amalkan....so??? jawablah sendiri.....

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

diari tok wan 1

cerita tentang tok wan, dan tok wan dan tok wan....
datang balik jb ari ahad..so nak dekat 2 minggu da tok wan kat jb...
umur dah 82, jalan sendiri dah x kuat, nak baring je...he still can walk with support but he is weak...
his memory is still ok, ade certain things dia boleh ingat....
sampai rumah kita bagi tok wan duduk bilik tamu...memula tidur dekat tila atas lantai...so that night die nak pass urine, kne pakai botol, so the next day i decided to buy pampers for him.sekarang kita bagi die single bed,senang die nak bangun tidur nanti...
we realized that he always bite a small towel kat mulut die...die kate gusi die sakit...kitorang pun plan bawa tokwan pegi jumpa dentist the hari selasa....
so isnin before bawak pergi dentist, kakak and ayah went to pharmacy belikan walking frame, wheel chair..we don't want him to lying 24hours ,takut boleh dapt bed sore...
so dah beli semua the next day kitorang pun pergi dentist...the best part was sampai dentist semua sakit hilang...dah x sakit langsung!!! mcam ni kena ngadap dentist la..hehehe

so dilampirkan daftar harian penduduk 4287 :

pagi subuh - bangunkan tokwan, mandikan, pakaikan pampers,solat
(kena guide die, fatihah die ingat rakaat semua dah lupe) letak eye mo kat mata
die
, sarapan, baringkan die,on tv, die nak tgk bicara mufti dengan berita

tengahari sampai petang - kitorang bergilir jaga, lunch, kalau die dah basah, tukar kan
pampers,kalau die mempelam/pisang/betik, atau nak pakai eye mo

petang - kalau cuaca ok, kita bawak die jalan2 ngan kerusi roda keliling kampung, tanya
tok wan ni pokok ape, tu burung ape dll aaa...tapi xleh lama2 nanti die kata penat

maghrib - solat, makan, tgk pampers, bagi ubat then biar die tidur...

this month, ayah cuti tanpa gaji...maybe next month kakak pulak, tapi umi pun cuti gak...aritu ayah nangis depan boss time mintak cuti tu....he said he was so sad seeing his father currently was so weak..dulu dialah ayah yang bagi duit time dia belajar kat asrama...
so mari2lah balik...belajar jaga tokwan sebab orang tua kita pun mungkin akan menjalani masa2 camni, dan kita pun entah2 lagi teruk... wallahu'alam
diari tokwan akan bersambung lagi...diari tokwan 2

Monday, November 10, 2008

buah fikiran di bulan november

hari ni oncall...suppose tak oncall, tapi adalah pulak makhluk Allah yg tak puas hati lepas dapat tahu i have to go for induction this 15th-28th..so kenalah oncall berturut-turut...apepun ikhlas kan je niat...
Today i want to talk about keturunan/heredity/generasi...macam sama tapi lebih kurang aaa
Bila fikir-fikir, what i'm doing now agak-ada tak berkait dengan keturunan...dulu when i was still a medical student, ayah selalu pesan jangan jadi psychiatrist...but now i'm in the neurosurgery lane... memang bukan direct into psychiatry, but it's still related dengan otak. I also have 1 tok saudara yang jadi psychologist kat UKM, now in UMS.i also have dua pupu in Hospital Permai as Pakar psikiatrik kanak-kanak. And in our family, we also maybe have the patient....so agak-agak keturunan tak???hmm...
bila jaga tokwan i always think bout the same thing, ayah suka jawab hmm tak pa la...yang sometimes give us heart attack... ni jawapan ok ke tak...rupanya tokwan pun suka jawab camtu...hahaha!!! or maybe aku cucu yang tak mengenali tok sendiri...but the obvious thing i notice is when we are in the car, kalau pasang Quran, both of them akan ikut yang mampu...no wonder la kadang-kadang adik-adik aku pun camtu...
the thing is..."betul iman tak boleh diwarisi, tapi tabiat yang baik boleh diturunkan...maka jagalah diri dan generasi"

Saturday, November 8, 2008

cerita baru di november

nak tulis tapi xde mood..nanti la..sila tunggu 2nd episode...hehehe